I used to be the fun type.
I loved a laugh all the time. I did laugh a lot and I used to make others laugh. People liked me - well, at least most of them did - they liked being around me, hanging out with me. I used to live a carefree life. You know, without a care in the world... Oh maybe I did care, but you know what I mean. In short, I never really had a long face.
And now I've become a useless brat.
I don't laugh much anymore. Even when I do, that's not really from the bottom of my heart. People don't like being with me anymore. I can sense that. I can feel that. I'm not fun to be with anymore. I'm a pain in the ass for them. I'm a burden and they have to put up with me. I know that you bastards. And I hate being this way more than anybody else.
I just miss being myself...
I loved a laugh all the time. I did laugh a lot and I used to make others laugh. People liked me - well, at least most of them did - they liked being around me, hanging out with me. I used to live a carefree life. You know, without a care in the world... Oh maybe I did care, but you know what I mean. In short, I never really had a long face.
And now I've become a useless brat.
I don't laugh much anymore. Even when I do, that's not really from the bottom of my heart. People don't like being with me anymore. I can sense that. I can feel that. I'm not fun to be with anymore. I'm a pain in the ass for them. I'm a burden and they have to put up with me. I know that you bastards. And I hate being this way more than anybody else.
I just miss being myself...
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i like bein around you :)
ReplyDeleteand you still make me laugh :D
you're def not a pain in the ass
to be fair...i hav a quite a big one so i probs can't feel it :P
smileeeeeeeee sweetypie :)
love fatty :P
xxxxxxx
i know how that feels.... I miss being my usual self too.. and sometimes my usual self scares me too coz I keep thinking something will bring me down again..:(
ReplyDeletetake care pal.. and I hope my sad posts dont make it worse! :(
cheer up old fella. doing be getting all depressed on us now.
ReplyDeletewht u need is to go back home. thts when u will probably feel like ur old self again.
Milla, thanks dear...
ReplyDeleteOh I would LOVE to call you fatty... LOL... but still I wouldn't ...
Thank you too LD, and no you don't make me worse, in fact you've been really nice!
Damith, yeah mate I guess so...
Cheers!
dats xactly wat has happened to me.. 1 person nd my life just shuffled so badly dat i am unable to restack it again :(
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