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Monday, August 16, 2010

Don't Read This

Things are strange. In an uneventful, monotonous yet mysterious way. I already see that this is going to be one of those unintelligible gibberish type of a rant to you dear reader, but oh well. Let this be one of those rare posts which I might as well have written on a notepad and clicked delete, yet I'm gonna hit the 'publish' button. If it's really unbearable, I suggest you do something else worth your while.

Alright. I'm back at work after nine days of summer vacation where I did nothing much except eat and sleep, movies in between. It wasn't that bad to be back at work this morning, which surprises myself more than anyone else I guess. Why, I don't know. I'm kind of unhappy, albeit slightly, about something I can't really figure out what. I usually have this attitude - maybe a developed one but still - that I don't much worry about things that are out of my control. And I always try to see the cup half full. Thus, I could truly say that I was happy with my life, what I have, and things seemed perfect. Until recently.

I never thought letting your thoughts out is this difficult. But right now, I'm struggling to put a few sentences together, and I'm not able to even rant properly. Neglecting this blog of late must not have helped - looking at the recent posts I see they are really far and apart. More than half the month is gone and this is the first post. Only 6 for July, 4 for June and May each. Not good, but what can you do once you lose the drive to write. But I digress. The point being, there's something that's bothering me and I can't say what it is, and most certainly I have trouble putting it to words. The only thing I can say is I don't like it. Sometimes, not knowing what your problem is worse than knowing you have a big ass problem in which case you can do something about it.

Does anyone know if there's a "How To Find Your Problems for Dummies"?

7 comments:

  1. Write more often, it really does help get those 'stuck' emotions out.

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  2. I know I should, it's just I couldn't sum up the energy. But yeah, I will try. Thanks!

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  3. same pinch...that is exactly how i'm spending my hols...i cant wait for uni to start and you know what i feel..i feel as if i'm loosing something..and i dont know what???like something is missing ...and it drives me crazyyy...:((...soo i seriously feel for you...hugs..

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  4. Penny, thanks a lot!
    Hope things turn out well for you as well.
    :)

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  5. "Sometimes, not knowing what your problem is worse than knowing you have a big ass problem in which case you can do something about it."

    agreed!

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  6. hehe.. I had a similar issue too. I guess it's common not to know what's wrong at all times. Just let time solve things out.

    And always do what interests and cheers you the most.. whenever possible. ^__^

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